gitanes: (♘ to finish what you start)
lila zacharov. ([personal profile] gitanes) wrote in [personal profile] knifemonopoly 2021-09-23 02:05 am (UTC)

[The memories are ugly. It's hard to stay in the cavalier moodiness that she wants, to keep Komaeda in that lukewarm safe space. She can't. She's angry. She's been angry this whole time, right alongside the grief. All she's managed to do is keep it down, not push it away for good. There's no way. That's just not something she's capable of.]

Doesn't matter if you don't remember perfectly. Everything you know about the whole thing, start to finish, is usable. Anything you can give is good enough.

[In the privacy of their shared space, the emotion she exudes is that of a cat winding her way between his legs, rubbing against him, attentive and needy and reassuring. But there's steel underneath, a flexible but unbreakable spine.]

Would have been smarter to pull from more than one group. We have data points now. We can learn. He fucked up, like men do when they think they're the smartest one around.

[He fucked up by taking two people who matter to her. First Steve, who was bad enough, and now Komaeda. There's no room for a third strike. It's done. These people are hers to hurt or to care for, and she's made her decision which way the chips are going to fall.]

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