[The answer comes immediately. His bodily autonomy was stolen by a hydra many months ago, and he doesn't relish losing it again. At the same time, wouldn't accidentally harming someone by losing control be just another type of autonomy lost? There's nothing good that could come of it. For better or for worse, he trusts Atem to do the right thing.]
[Even if he can't.]
anything is preferable to doing real damage to someone like this. i absolutely can't accept that. kill me if you have to. from what you're saying, it seems unlikely to come to that, but still.
<harmonia>
[The answer comes immediately. His bodily autonomy was stolen by a hydra many months ago, and he doesn't relish losing it again. At the same time, wouldn't accidentally harming someone by losing control be just another type of autonomy lost? There's nothing good that could come of it. For better or for worse, he trusts Atem to do the right thing.]
[Even if he can't.]
anything is preferable to doing real damage to someone like this. i absolutely can't accept that. kill me if you have to. from what you're saying, it seems unlikely to come to that, but still.