[He looks down, down at the street below them, the night-traffic going by. It looks almost like a normal city...an old-timey one, but still. If he keeps going the way he has...will he forget what a normal city looks like? Will he lose Domino next? Or Yugi, or Anzu, or Jounouchi...]
...if I keep losing memories, or going through things that hurt enough to change me...then, I won't stay the same person, either.
[Daniel torturing him had changed him. AM burning Ryou in the dollhouse changed him. Losing his heart had changed him. Realizing he's on his own in a way Steve and Mukuro aren't...while not physical, that changed him, too.]
I've already made decisions I regret, trying to prevent trouble for myself effectively. I worked hard on it...but in the end, it didn't get me anywhere.
cw references to torture/burning
[He looks down, down at the street below them, the night-traffic going by. It looks almost like a normal city...an old-timey one, but still. If he keeps going the way he has...will he forget what a normal city looks like? Will he lose Domino next? Or Yugi, or Anzu, or Jounouchi...]
...if I keep losing memories, or going through things that hurt enough to change me...then, I won't stay the same person, either.
[Daniel torturing him had changed him. AM burning Ryou in the dollhouse changed him. Losing his heart had changed him. Realizing he's on his own in a way Steve and Mukuro aren't...while not physical, that changed him, too.]
I've already made decisions I regret, trying to prevent trouble for myself effectively. I worked hard on it...but in the end, it didn't get me anywhere.
[He looks over at Riley, lightening up a touch.]
Heh! Are you worried I'll go mad with power?