When he became a nephilim....it was frightening, it had hurt, he'd lost his sense of mercy in the terrible burning light.]
When I was a nephilim....what I wanted didn't matter. I didn't matter. Only what I did was important. And that went for the people around me, too...which was why it was so hard to remember they were people with their own pain.
...but I don't feel that way now. In its own way, climbing ranks with the Fog is selfish...I want to protect myself, and my own memories. I haven't been able to do that, the way I've been [playing.] living so far.
Do you suppose it will affect my mind? Does God-affiliation do that? I assumed it wouldn't, since Noa and Reira are both level-headed enough...
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When he became a nephilim....it was frightening, it had hurt, he'd lost his sense of mercy in the terrible burning light.]
When I was a nephilim....what I wanted didn't matter. I didn't matter. Only what I did was important. And that went for the people around me, too...which was why it was so hard to remember they were people with their own pain.
...but I don't feel that way now. In its own way, climbing ranks with the Fog is selfish...I want to protect myself, and my own memories. I haven't been able to do that, the way I've been [playing.] living so far.
Do you suppose it will affect my mind? Does God-affiliation do that? I assumed it wouldn't, since Noa and Reira are both level-headed enough...