I know...nothing that's worth doing is ever easy. And if I'm unkind to you, then I want you to stay away, because I couldn't bear the thought of hurting you with my own words again.
We've...we've gone through that too much. I don't want to anymore.
[He means it, truly. No more hurting each other with their words. His heart can't bear much more of it...]
...The truth is, I'm afraid of doing this. But only because I don't want to hurt you. Or our friends. Even though...some of them are on the other side of the board. And when the opposite side means to do something to further their god's agenda, they don't see friends as friends either.
[He's thinking of Beat, who would have ratted him out in Felfri, and Joshua, who he's still considering warning somehow, out of good will...but who he may not warn all the same.]
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We've...we've gone through that too much. I don't want to anymore.
[He means it, truly. No more hurting each other with their words. His heart can't bear much more of it...]
...The truth is, I'm afraid of doing this. But only because I don't want to hurt you. Or our friends. Even though...some of them are on the other side of the board. And when the opposite side means to do something to further their god's agenda, they don't see friends as friends either.
[He's thinking of Beat, who would have ratted him out in Felfri, and Joshua, who he's still considering warning somehow, out of good will...but who he may not warn all the same.]