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̷A̷t̷e̷m̷ ([personal profile] knifemonopoly) wrote2021-02-05 06:28 pm
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improvking: (serious look)

[personal profile] improvking 2021-05-27 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ FUCKING SHIT DAMNIT

This is the opposite of what the Ring-Spirit was hoping to see.

Why. Why does this keep snowballing. The Ring-Spirit can't stop himself from pulling a face. Pharaoh you had one job,
]

...Not quite.

[ He makes a disgruntled noise, something closer to avian hissing than the growl it might otherwise be.

Frowning, he walks over to the pharaoh, coming to a stop only once they're quite close. He glares down at the pharaoh, willing something more to show up - he doesn't even care if eye contact with a vampire is incredibly stupid.
]

I suppose I've got something to say as well, but talking really wasn't the goal.

[ - do something, crack, fuck this up already - ]
improvking: (disappointment)

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[personal profile] improvking 2021-05-27 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ The Ring-Spirit just.
...Frankly, he looks disappointed. Then he sighs, sounding more resigned than anything.
]

Fucking hell, I wish.

[ The Ring-Spirit bends in closer, and if the other Yugi doesn’t interfere - ]
improvking: (...ah. shit.)

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[personal profile] improvking 2021-05-27 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ - he gets a very tight hug. ]

...Even if he doesn’t go back to normal, Ryou still exists - he might be different, but he’s not gone. He didn’t fucking blow up his own damn soul, and it’s not even your fault.
improvking: (...ah. shit.)

[personal profile] improvking 2021-05-27 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ When not!Adam leans into the hug, the other's arms tighten around him instinctively.

That other is also not exactly pleased with the situation or any of the parties involved here - why couldn't the pharaoh have just done something, anything, to recall the hate that's supposed to prevent this kind of bullshit? The hatred's important! He needs that?? This was avoidable.

The Ring-Spirit doesn't hug people. He's not entirely sure how to stop... or. entirely want to, really,,, It's. kind of. nice to hold somebody like this? He can't forget who this somebody is though, ugh.

Then Adam NOT!Adam speaks, in that tone and... Really, the Ring-Spirit ought to be happy to hear the pharaoh so distressed. That he keeps thinking about Adam by accident shouldn't affect that, it's got no business doing so. He doesn't want it to. ...He doesn't, right...?

He also doesn't want to let go of even this somebody now though, fuck.
]

...I don't have advice. I never know either.
improvking: (disgust)

[personal profile] improvking 2021-05-28 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hey, no, this hug's done when the Ring-Spirit decides it's done - attempts to escape are automatically met with resistance. The Ring-Spirit is the precise blend of determination and unreasonableness to be willing to turn a hug into a headlock if it comes to that; suck it up, Pharaoh, you are GETTING hugged,,! ]

Tch!

[ Also, that attitude? It's one that pisses him off. If he can adjust to playing a long game, so can this asshole. ]

"Coulda shoulda woulda" - that's not how you fucking play this game, Pharaoh. No one - not you, not me - wins every round. You keep going, keep playing - every round that ends with you still existing is a round that's followed by another. Playtime spent on reviewing your ~score~ in the last round is playtime lost in the current round.

Who still exists? The point's not getting a perfect score, it's staying in the game. If you get this fucked up over not 100-percenting ONE round, you're going to fucking lose the GAME.
improvking: (serious look)

[personal profile] improvking 2021-05-28 09:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ The Ring-Spirit is good with the current push/hold ratio, this works. ]

You can't have a flawless strategy in place for every possible scenario. Trying to have ~the perfect solution~ for an infinite number of might-happens doesn't help, it paralyzes - and you're still not listening.

Who still exists, Pharaoh?

You're so focused on not clearing with a perfect score that you're ignoring the fact you cleared.

[ Welcome to what winning looks like for Normal People, o Divine King. It's a very mixed bag. ]
Edited 2021-05-28 09:45 (UTC)
improvking: (HMPH)

[personal profile] improvking 2021-06-03 11:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ Part of the Ring-Spirit truly is a god - a dark, destructive one, but no less a god; human concerns... just, don't make a lot of sense sometimes. ...ok, a lot of times. The things little mortals tie themselves into knots over! Not getting what ya wanted sucks, yes, but that doesn't seem to be the actual issue here, so???

Part of the Ring-Spirit is a king who chose his crown - maybe a choice born out of injustice and enraged grief, but a choice all the same. No, more than a choice; he'd carved his own throne into existence through sheer spite. He understands aiming for 100%, not being willing to settle for anything less - but that's a reason to keep going, not to grind to a halt.

The Ring-Spirit, even if he knew the whys behind the Other Yugi's thought process, still wouldn't understand it.
]

Exactly. And that's what matters: because there is no downtime between rounds. Every moment spent reviewing is a moment of playtime lost.

[ This isn't about Ryslig, he's talking game theory for "life in general" here, try to keep up. ]