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[THIS MESSAGE GOES TO THE FOLLOWING MONSTERS: RYOU BAKURA, CHIAKI NANAMI, NAGITO KOMAEDA, MUKURO IKUSABA, JAVERT, MAYA FEY, RACHEL GARDNER, SPARKLING COOKIE, HAJIME HINATA, BRUNO MADRIGAL, LUST PIERSON-PIERCE, FIDDLEFORD MCGUCKET, MARCO EVANGELISTI, TRISH UNA, VINEGAR DOPPIO, FARAMIR, JOSHUA KIRYUU, BEAT (hes like beyonce), STEVEN GRANT, SAINT-GERMAIN, SONIC, ALFRED VAMPIRES, DR. FLUGSLYS, REIRA AKABA, RING-SPIRIT, CRASH BANDICOOT, AND JONATHAN JOESTAR.]
Yo! If you're getting this, I guess I'm gone!
(Check the graveyard, though. If my name isn't there, then I'm definitely in trouble somewhere, so please come find me!)
But if my name IS there, then...
...I've gone back to the Sea. Or wherever people actually go when they disappear, if the stories about the Sea aren't actually true. They might not be. Anyway, don't be too sad! I wanted to stick around as long as I could, to see if anyone could find a real way out, if they had enough time. It's a shame I couldn't...but that's no reason to believe I won't see it. After all, I'm not dead, and at any time, I could come back!
I don't mind not being here, though. It wasn't an easy place for me to be. I made a lot of mistakes...I did a lot of terrible things, that made a lot of people rightfully angry at me. I felt like, as long as I held onto the power I gained from it, it wouldn't do any good to apologize...
But I am sorry. I'm sorry I let things get as bad as they did...and I'm sorry I made the mistakes that drove me into a corner, and left me with no good options, that would keep everybody from harm. All I ever wanted was to prevent the people closest to me from getting hurt, and to not do harm myself that I did not choose to do. At least I succeeded at the second part.
I wish I had been better. Wiser, from the beginning. Then, maybe things would have been different.
But I really don't mind being in the Sea. I don't have to worry about what's going to happen next...or how I'm going to live with myself if things get bad again.
I think things here can be changed. I just think it's going to take time. I think we can either find a way out, or make the bad things each month stop happening. It wouldn't be such a bad place if it didn't torture us, and all we had to worry about was each other. I hope you guys figure out what it takes to do that.
Really, don't be sad! Look after yourselves, and look after each other. Stay alive, strong, and healthy. Protect your hearts. Don't forget me!
Maybe I'll see you soon.
Atem
[There are a few customized postscripts that follow, and gifts for a few people not sent a message: namely, Artemis DuBois and Quentin Beck.]
( Will under cut! )
Yo! If you're getting this, I guess I'm gone!
(Check the graveyard, though. If my name isn't there, then I'm definitely in trouble somewhere, so please come find me!)
But if my name IS there, then...
...I've gone back to the Sea. Or wherever people actually go when they disappear, if the stories about the Sea aren't actually true. They might not be. Anyway, don't be too sad! I wanted to stick around as long as I could, to see if anyone could find a real way out, if they had enough time. It's a shame I couldn't...but that's no reason to believe I won't see it. After all, I'm not dead, and at any time, I could come back!
I don't mind not being here, though. It wasn't an easy place for me to be. I made a lot of mistakes...I did a lot of terrible things, that made a lot of people rightfully angry at me. I felt like, as long as I held onto the power I gained from it, it wouldn't do any good to apologize...
But I am sorry. I'm sorry I let things get as bad as they did...and I'm sorry I made the mistakes that drove me into a corner, and left me with no good options, that would keep everybody from harm. All I ever wanted was to prevent the people closest to me from getting hurt, and to not do harm myself that I did not choose to do. At least I succeeded at the second part.
I wish I had been better. Wiser, from the beginning. Then, maybe things would have been different.
But I really don't mind being in the Sea. I don't have to worry about what's going to happen next...or how I'm going to live with myself if things get bad again.
I think things here can be changed. I just think it's going to take time. I think we can either find a way out, or make the bad things each month stop happening. It wouldn't be such a bad place if it didn't torture us, and all we had to worry about was each other. I hope you guys figure out what it takes to do that.
Really, don't be sad! Look after yourselves, and look after each other. Stay alive, strong, and healthy. Protect your hearts. Don't forget me!
Maybe I'll see you soon.
Atem
[There are a few customized postscripts that follow, and gifts for a few people not sent a message: namely, Artemis DuBois and Quentin Beck.]
( Will under cut! )